Tuesday, February 21, 2012

I Repent: From Saying Nothing

So, sometimes I shoot my mouth off. Sometimes I say something that is not very well thought out. Sometimes I say something untrue. But more often than not, I say a true thing in the wrong way. I can speak the truth but not always in love. Sometimes I speak the truth in pride. This sinful ability means that I've needed to become more and more willing to apologize to people and turn away from my lack of self control. To, sincerely, ask someone's forgiveness because you've sinned against them is very humbling. It's part of God's work in our lives. It is God enabling us to repent. Hopefully we're all learning to repent in this way.

But I wonder, have you ever had anyone come to you and sincerely apologize because they should have said something but they remained silent? Have you ever had someone come to you and say "I repent for all of my years of passivity when it came to my words"? Have you ever had someone come to you and say "I ask your forgiveness because I didn't speak up but I kept silent"? Has anyone ever said to you "I want to ask your forgiveness because, when you were sinning against God, I didn't confront you"? Has anyone come to you and said "I'm sorry I didn't say anything but at the time I was putting my own comfort and reputation ahead of Truth"? Has anyone ever said to you "I am sorry and I've now learned that my silence was actually sin masquerading as humility"? I think it might be good for us to learn to say, "I repent, from saying nothing."

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  1. ELAINE: So guess who called me last night? Jason Hanke.

    GEORGE: 'Stanky Hanke'? What did he want?

    ELAINE: He called to apologize for standing me up five years ago.

    JERRY: Why now?

    ELAINE: A.A. It's one of the Twelve Steps. Step number Nine is you have to apologize to anyone you've ever wronged.

    GEORGE: Ho ho ho ho! I can't wait for Hanke to come crawling back to me.

    JERRY: Still with the neck hole?

    GEORGE: Still upset. Very upset.

    ELAINE: What neck hole?

    GEORGE: Remember that New Year's party he threw a few years ago? He had that very drafty apartment, you know, I think on Ninth Avenue.

    Elaine, becoming board: Faster.

    GEORGE: I asked if I could borrow a sweater.

    JERRY: A cashmere sweater.

    GEORGE: I said preferably cashmere, for warmth. So in front of the whole party, he says, 'No. I don't want you stretching out the neck hole.'

    ELAINE: Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!

    GEORGE: Oh, yeah, sure, laugh it up. Everybody else did!

    ELAINE: Well, it's funny. I mean, you have a big head. Or is it 'cause of your neck?

    JERRY: No, I think the head does most of the stretching.

    GEORGE: Regardless. I had to walk around for the rest of the party in some cheap Metlife windbreaker. Now, it is payback time.

    ELAINE: I really think it's the size of your neck.

    GEORGE: It's my head!

    ELAINE: Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!

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  2. Sometimes nothing is more unloving than saying nothing at all.

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